Author: Hector Castells

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    These poems belong to the Puddle Heroes series, by the hectic fish.

     

    Puddle heroes is a collection of pictures of puddles with people on it, people not necessarily drowned as much as free floating

    They are the icons of all the rhymes that follow.

    All the photographs have been turned upside down, which is an involuntary tribute to the photographer dyslexia 

    The idea behind it is that sometimes reality is better upside down, likely always.

    And the idea behind is also that water dignifies, which is something that funerals do as well, for they are the only places in humanity, besides puddles, where people understands silence and go without themselves.

    Or their ego.

    It is the great thing about working with people reflected: they are egoless for they belong to your imagination.

    all verses are written in pencil because sinking the tip of mine on photographic paper is an experience as silent and devoid of ego, as water and poetry are

     

    rubble fish

    my heart is a red fish
    that eats blue rubble
    and loves scrabble,

    my heart is the
    red playlist
    that you yellowed
    on crystal sand

    on black sundays
    when the lord fails to
    deliver shelter
    and the cripple crumble
    long before
    the corporate rumble

    my tongue skips and rhymes
    white canvas and blue velvet
    as my keypad chooses the sky
    against my tendency to sly

    idiot as it is
    stupid is it not

    the algorithm
    keeps playing
    songs of love
    and wisdom

    where Newton shines
    in his own rainbows

     

    BIRTHDAY WAYS

    Coming to an age there’s one tear and my rage.
    My skinny tree has blown all its CV’s,
    floating leaves with former articles and ex professions;
    colliding against empty trays&huge depressions.

    .

    once there was a notion
    and two degrees.
    the spirit of democracy
    cost me all amphetamines
    & a PhD.

    could have been an orchard
    with a lemon tree;
    thought I knew
    I wanted to be free

    all my branches are now empty,
    cracking slowly as one deep wrinkle.
    36 dilemmas and a skinny rope
    should be enough to roll down all my hopes

    end of September
    one more millimetre.
    dripping like serum
    in cold plastic bags,
    early ages are crawling towards
    its aftermath

    CHIT FUCK YOU CHAT     

    oh my dog,
    me life for a Xanax
    Yves Tumor song
    is a sonic sword;
    on its tip, we rattle.

    your acid work
    keeps on dripping
    like a double-bassed
    little green devil
    on sixteen deafening speakers,
    sliding so close
    & far away;
    in absolute disarray.

    this is not my fault.
    It’s my fucking fall.

    I gently spike the bushes,
    its lighters and its promises,
    words pouring away
    like little green devils

    out of control, not aiming
    at one single point
    but wondering what’s
    the whole fucking point
    of your endless black pint

    the fucking interstellar shithole
    where I CHIT FUCK YOU
    CHAT you for hours,
    while you dripped
    and repeated
    all your never-ending routines.

    you use to rhyme your words,
    in mathematical equations
    of love and wisdom,
    where I was the cat
    and you were the snow

    white forests came too early
    like some guns
    or most of the flowers,
    that rarely appear at the start

    this is you and me
    together in our mayhem
    so inescapable and reversed,
    like a Friday
    in a nasty Monday way

    same sugar, identical dopamine;
    your bluntness grew fat
    as you kept the cheat and the chat,
    trading dolphins
    for mosquitoes

    CHIT FUCK YOU CHAT me no more,

    as your sweat drips
    my body weakens
    once you’d reach your vein
    I’d lonely lose my name.

    I neglect the errands,
    and make amends
    with mistakes
    by fucking them slowly
    up and down,
    nice and gently,
    in all directions;

    it’s equally maddening to think
    about the island by your shore,
    realizing that I’m here
    and I’m not

    that you sink
    and I don’t

    the air shaking,
    fucking crunching the barley
    of your CHIT FUCK YOU CHAT
    its endless swifts
    in bloomless fields

    spinning in layers
    erratic onions:
    in every thin line,
    lies a fat oblivion.

     

    LITTLE GOAT

    a little goat sighs above my head.
    softly wrapped in Sunday dreams,
    her lightened breath
    sweeps tomorrow’s beams.

    weekend fades another
    monday dead.

    young ibex
    swapped the heat
    for two cold feet.
    her former curls
    got frozen under wool.
    now she is like a woman
    lying by some pool.
    the sudden stop
    of skinny orgasms,
    kept her kind of cool.

    wind quite blows
    uncompromised frights.
    a bunch of punctured clouds
    are gathering to fight

    little goat smells the air
    and sees the cliff.
    It only takes one memory
    to get her belly stiff.

    dirty rain recalls
    the flavour of her pain.
    there was no hope
    in those remote slopes.

    the skylight bleeds
    northern thunderlights
    are freaking out her tail
    creature turning pale

    run run run,
    little young ibex.
    there is no fun
    in repressed sex.
    far away from your jungle,
    there’s an irish psycho
    and a triangle.

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