Tag: Haley Hodges poet

  • Poem: No Record of Wrongs

    No Record of Wrongs

    Love does keep a record of some things—
    your solitary walks in Coln Saint Aldwyn’s,
    a precise curl of Virginia Creeper tendrils,
    vermillion in autumn, the way you carefully
    smelled horses’ necks beneath the mane back home,
    velveteen crushes of cornhusks lashed to lampposts

    Love notes you’ve yet to find a Petoskey stone,
    have not managed to secure passage
    in a hot air balloon at dawn. Love traces
    those scars left by its own sweeping hand, marks
    your fevered night-sky relish, your strange enfolding
    of language in language and the red-winged blackbirds
    enfolding themselves in blue-green marsh

    Love keeps a record of you singing to yourself,
    tallies your tears. Love folded a page corner
    the day your shoulders sank like the horizon,
    from a grey-salt schooner, love knows how
    you should be touched.

    No seeker of wrongs will read
    love’s record, nor ask for it
    let love’s book be freely shown

    and may we ever seek
    to write


    Image: Daniele Idini

  • Poetry: Haley Hodges

    Belshazzar

    I never knew myself to have a Persian beard, now,
    This is odd, this will need some explanation
    So too the crown and concubines and all these
    Half-drunk vessels from the house of God
    Isn’t it 2023 or 2022—was I not, just now,
    Pulling up in a Subaru or whatever it is I
    Get myself around in? In fact I’m quite certain
    My father was born in 1959 and hardly Nebuchadnezzar,
    Though it is his second term as village president
    (He ran unopposed this time) for the Most High God
    Set him over it. TEKEL

    Says the writing on the wall of my lordly mind, haunting,
    TEKEL—you have been weighed in the balance
    And found wanting

    God I am always wanting
    Wanting wanting wanting I am
    Always wanting in or out of the balance,
    And there is no wisdom in these Chaldeans
    I have summoned to advise me, these useless
    Fuckwitted Chaldeans with parlor tricks who break
    My words with sticks and hurt me thus. How many more,
    (I wonder!!) how many more misdeeds before my kingdom
    Is divided, and given to the Medes?

    Feature Image: Rembrandt‘s depiction of the biblical account of Belshazzar seeing “the writing on the wall

  • Advent Poem by Haley Hodges

    Advent

    We have endured long in the dark.
    It is a burden (A magic? A madness?) particular
    To us. Long endurance of darkness is not light,
    But speaks of a belief that light’s radiance
    Merits enduring long in the dim we know—
    In the dusk we are.

    The world is a bone
    Full of Christ-marrow; its sun a merely
    Mortal star, spending itself to lighten
    What it can, just as the Godman upon
    Entering our long dark did, except
    In his mortality—no mereness.
    He will put flesh again on this
    Old bone, the world, his own
    Milk-fed flesh in the great
    Stable dark, a holy darkness:
    All the void
    Is not.

    This is, and has been,
    And shall be.

    What Mary treasured up
    In her heart was Death
    Leaving the carcass of the world
    At his arrival. She treasured up
    The world alive, all alive
    With a brightness
    That turns the noble sun
    To pitch.

    Feature Image Advent and Triumph of Christ by Hans Memling, 1480.

  • Poetry: Haley Hodges

    Faking It

    When Cleopatra rolled
    Out of the rug, she thought:

    Don’t worry! Even if
    I do not enjoy your performance,
    You will enjoy mine—a lot.

    I’d like to credit myself
    As an actress, but the truth
    About men is: I’ve yet
    To meet one unwilling
    To believe he is a singularly
    Exceptional lover—yeah, baby.

    I am your captain aboard the Beguile,
    Cruising down that long denial
    With no wish to make things
    Worse by undeceiving
    You—mm, hail Caesar
    I offer half-lidded eyes and
    All the right sounds at all
    The right times and rely
    On the fact that truly
    What you pay close attention to
    (Unduly) is yourself. You’re watching
    Me, but it’s astounding—genuinely—
    What you won’t see, though you should—
    There, right there, that’s good.

    Charming, cunning queen, lay the tracks,
    Set the stage and land the scene. He’ll believe
    Because he wants to—oh, I want you
    And yet you’ll wish that you’d stayed home—
    It wasn’t worth the trip to Rome.

  • Unforgettable Year: September 2020

    As summer gave way to a season of mist and mellow fruitfulness in September Covid-19 returned with a vengeance, but by now there was considerable disagreement over elusive facts.

    Frank Armstrong interrogated unreliable accounts in the Irish media, and the doomsday scenarios of a number of scientists.

    The main go-to-man among Irish scientists for the Irish media has been Trinity Professor of Immunology Luke O’Neill. On June 22nd he claimed that Ireland would have had 28,000 deaths if there hadn’t been a lockdown.

    The piece earned praise on Twitter from Irish Times journalist Ronan McGreevy.

    Andrea Reynell, meanwhile, looked for new ways of socialising during The New Abnormal; although having to order a meal made the idea of going out for a drink less appealing.

    It is easy for some premises that already served food. But it is a bit of a pain knowing that you’re spending more than you want, all for the sake of a socially-distanced drink.

    Divers on Dublin Bay.

    That month we receive the first in a series of articles from underwater photographer Daniel Mc Auley. The first acquainted us with the hidden world below Dublin Bay.

    The silt and sandy bottom around Dublin Bay is in a state of constant motion, drawn by the strong tidal flows moving down the east coast of the country. These massive sand banks are also easily disturbed by strong southerly or easterly winds, leading to dramatic drops in visibility when a strong wind blows. Unlike the deep water off the west coast, Dublin Bay is a relatively shallow body of water with a primarily sandy bottom.

    Coral Garden Dalkey Island, Dublin Bay. Image (c) Dan Mc Auley

    Another new contributor Neil Burns wrote movingly following his work in addiction services:

    Heroin addicts tend to mate for life. Like dilapidated swans – twisted in a deadly alliance they dance and embrace towards a finality of breath. Like a sculpture in a Giorgio de Chirico painting. It is an ersatz marriage of sorts, sharing needles – inveigling that sharp, finite pain. Into the vein. The arm. The thigh. Leaving rack-marks like horse gallops that tear up the grass on a racecourse. Puckered, indeed, punctured skin. Delving into the life’s blood. The blood’s life which is cherished. Next to Godliness. Spike island. Feel like Jesus’ son was The Velvet Underground’s lyric. Warm blanket to insulate against the world’s harshness. Being judged. Much of it in the head and coveted paranoia.

    While Boidurjo Rick Mukhopadhyay was considering The Rise of the Machines:

    f you have already worked out that whoever lives inside your phone when you say ‘Hey Siri’ or ‘Hey Google’ can read emails out to you, find the nearest movie theatre, or reserve a restaurant table, then Artificial Intelligence (AI) is already in your life.

    Image: Luke Fitzherbert

    Next, Luke Fitzherbert despaired at Lebanon’s rotten leadership after a massive explosion that rocked Beirut:

    The impact of the explosion is hard to understate. Its sound and force stretched for miles, releasing a huge mushroom cloud that killed close to two hundred people, and scarred thousands both physically and mentally; destroyed countless homes, and leaving once vibrant streets desolate. The immediate aftermath was dystopian: “It was like a movie. People moving slowly, covered in blood, glass shattered everywhere. Leaving a whole city riddled with PTSD,” recalled one witness.

    And in the wake of Amy Coney Barrett’s appointment to the Supreme Court David Langwallner reckoned it was game over for American democracy.

    We found a gem to be September’s Musician of the Month:

    My name is Gemma Dunleavy and I’m a yapper. I’d talk the handle off a cup. I also write and play music. I see myself as a storyteller first, then a musician. It’s where I feel my true gift is, my natural comfort is in meandering through my memories, picking out the best details to paint the clearest picture in the heads of those listening.

    Also in music coverage Brian Mooney was keeping the conversation going after the tragic loss of his wife to cancer:

    six months now. A year of firsts. A lot of lessons learnt. A new wisdom.

    And I feel quite stupid and not quite intelligent enough. Exposed, as my better half who I was always so proud to be beside has gone away.

    I have to build now. My friends are close and music has kept the conversation going…

    We enjoyed futuristic fiction from Camillus John:

    Gasping for a hit, Carl made himself a fresh cup of coffee. But big-nosed and bat-eared, when he tried to slam it, the steaming brown liquid dribbled down his chin to piddle over his pink tie and white shirt. His accountant’s uniform.

    Also in fiction, Yona Shiryan Caffrey brought a portrayal of cocooning widows in rural Israel in Tina.

    There were poetry submissions from Haley Hodges ‘Make of Me a Microcosm’:

    …. Myriad music still marks her mind, her memory,
    Music of mending and meaning, naming and being—
    Music of mackerel meandering, matter and mass,
    Metaphysical music marching from moment to minute

    As well as a number of works from Mischa Willett, along with the irrepressible Kevin Higgins, who wondered at the longevity of Henry Kissinger:

    For its birthday, a baby gets Spina bifida
    A Bengali family have all their arms sawn off.
    Fifty bodies topple into the sea off Indonesia
    but none of them are Henry Kissinger
    Each time Henry Kissinger again fails to die

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